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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Ummmm.....*face blushes*

Today,i discovered a weird thing about my History lecturer. She's nice and all but i think she really,really,really likes chinese people lo. I don't know,just think it was kinda weird for her to keep praising us chinese. Maybe she was being sarcastic? But ummmm, i don't really think so though, she seems kinda real when she's praising..... She's saying that chinese are very organised(......on second thought,maybe she has yet to see the unorganised ones)and disiplined . Ummmm, does this all apply to me? Don't really think so. Anyhow, there was also one day when she was kidding with the guys in the class and it was something about joking about a guy's gf. She was saying something like chinese are not 'hiao' or something like that and that we're a hardworking race which we're all taking 4 to 5 subjects . She says that them,the Malays should learn from us chinese in a lot of ways.

Anyhow, that's not the point. Everytime she praises the chinese, after one praise or two, she'll go like 'Right,Siong Siang?' Ummmm, quite paiseh,given that i wasn't quite the teachers' favourite in CHMS. Why huh? and that's not all, everytime the teacher ask 'Right,SiongSiang?' Everyone looks into my direction, i mean like.....the whole class.The front turn to face me and the side turn left to face me too. Ummm, actually i don't really know how to handle a situation like that. I could only just give a smile......... I wonder if the people in class will become hostile to me........ maybe backstabbing me like i'm a teacher's pet or something......(which got me thinking that i'm one of the 2 chinese in class,why me? because i sit nearer to the front than him?)

Anyhow, when we got the form to apply for the AS Level today, it got me thinking again. Should i stay in Brunei or go to Kuching? The due date to pass up the form with the money is four days later for me(BE6). If i pass up the money, that means i'm staying la. Money cannot refund man....... and if i don't pass up and if the Kuching there don't accept me, then i'll miss my chance
to take AS Level for my 3 subjects recommended to do AS. God, my head hurts!

Oh yeah, currently sacrificing my precious time to do my history homework to play the NBA2 Elbert put up. Damm you and thank you both at the same time for making me addicted to the game. Took only 20minutes to download. I must say, it's harder than the Demo.... kept losing.

Ah well, all i can say it,life is full of decisions(which i am not go at making) and surprises.

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

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Friday, March 23, 2007

Progress

Yes, finally,i've start to do some of the holiday work. Read the 14 page notes.......in 2 hours and boy, i'm telling ya, it's not because i'm a slow reader but rather, there's some vocabulary which i need to look up in the dic(dictionary) and i need to fully understand the meanings. The first few chapters in Sociology is like Chem, everything afterwards will be related to it like in Chem, the stupid 'moles'. Now that i finish reading it,i guess i need to start 'writing' it.

Anyhow, if i don't let my laziness stop me anymore,my work should be finish before the start of school. Anyhow, there's this song that's really funny. I find it hilarious but maybe christians will find it insulting. But there's no mv for that song......Anyhow,enjoy listening to it. Some of you may heard it cause it's about 2 years old already but anyhow i find the lyrics and tune hilarious.

Might not sound quite nice to some ultra-sensitive people but it's really funny.Buahahahaha :B And FYI, he's not saying fucking hell, he's singing i'm stuck in hell........Trying to clean it up a little.

I'm a bit addicted to the cinema~~~ feels like watching movies but i don't see any interesting movie at the moment except Stomp the Yard. But i think i'll go to the blackmarket for it. And no, i don't want to watch Mr.Bean,thank you. I always thought that was dumb, who's in the world who's unsensible and stupid enough to do such acts la, unless he's a real retard or not really 'socialized'.

......i think i should lay off sociology for a while........

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.

You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were You In High School?

Ummmmm, does it really mean stick to the popular kind of person? And yeah i'm really athletic, walking to the canteen/sleeping is the sport i'm so good at.......and ummm, smart? maybe but definitely not a brain,that's for sure. Well round heh? So, people likes me because i have a round stomach and round face?

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

ZzZzZzZzOink,Oink! zZzZzZzZ

NOOOOOO! Holiday almost over liao and i still haven't started on my homework.*Sob* How cruel and indirect can this world get as in holiday which everyone will think that it's a few days rest from all those work when it could have meant that it's homework days. Happy Homework Days,sheesh......Have you guys ever see an adult who goes on vacation with the burden of work from their jobs? Well, maybe some but i don't see all of them! and since we're considered adults ourselves, then maybe we should be given no work during the holidays,huh?

There's only 2 homework for me in the hoildays but still
1. History: 3 pages(minimum) essay in which i have to take out the points from 7 sets of notes. Plus, when you have your handwriting as small and cramp as me, boy isn't it easy.

2. Sociology: 8 questions of Short Answering Question. Have to read a 7 page notes which is photocopied from 14 pages of a book with the letters smaller than my handwritings.

How easy isn't it. Doesn't seem to involve much writing. Just reading and that's easy. Stupid! My perfect eyes and delicate mind will explode! And horoscope said that today i'll be able to solve a problem which had bothered me for a while. Here I am, typing this post when i could use the time to do the work. One word: LAZY~~~~~~~

I wouldn't be going out for a while,don't want to scare the hell out of people with my disastrous and hideous face. Caught the 'red eyes' yesterday and recovered today.Close call. Went out to watch movies a few days ago for two times. 'Haunted School' and 'The Unseeable'. Reviews? Personally, i think the visual effects of Haunted School is way better than the unseeable. Both are not really scary la cos the unseeable uses the element of surprise to scare people nia. Not really creepy. But know what? The girls' uniform looks like the uniforms that the CHMS girls wear. Same colour and same dress length. Buahahaha! The guys' are the same as CHMS too, except that the colour of the shorts are somewhat yellowish green. Kinda like the colour of the poo the babies make when they got scared.

I decided to join more clubs in school rather than to limit myself to one. Considering Counsellor, GO(because many chinese) and some other la. Wonder where can we join those clubs. And i also want it to match my time schedule. See first la. Can really decide anything. Yup, that's me....always find it hard to make the right choices.....Sigh.....Life is just so dreadful yet so beautiful!

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Whatever

Got tagged a few weeks ago and i think it'll be a bit rude if i don't post it~~~

â€œEach player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.â€

1. I have to go pee either before or after i bath usually. It's a must for me.

2. If i eat or drink in the early morning,i'll either puke or have to answer nature's call. So, i tend not to eat or drink before school. Very troublesome.(Quite normal kua)

3. When i'm doing my business in the W.C, i need to find some other things to do like reading something or playing with the toilet roll. (I don't think it's weird)

4. I can't waste a single bit of good food even if i'm bloated. I have to eat it all up even if i puke. Also don't like to see other people waste good food and if you're really close enough with me,eg.my family,Jeff....etc and if you can't finish your good food,i'll be willing to finish it off for ya if you ask although i may complain.(Sometimes i may reject cause i'm full or not up to it bcoz i've finished mine) A bit disgusting but i think i'm practicing good moral. All thanks to my mom.

5. I like to complain......a lot.(Who doesn't). I can complain and bad mouth a stranger with my friend next to me saying stuff like he has no class or something......when that stranger does something wrong such as littering or spitting.

6. I hate it when i talk and people don't listen with any attention. I think it is very rude to do that. I mean when you guys talk,i'll listen with all my heart and yet when i talk, your mind will float away,thinking other stuff or you just talk about your own stuff not listening. It's not respecting the speaker! I like people to respect me so i tend to respect others first.

Beware! You might somehow step on my fox's tail without knowing it.

Other than this tagging thing, there's only some other boring stuff too. If you want, you can stop reading now.

Got my first book(Hurrah......) on Thursday from Sociology. Thicker than a dictionary and as big as a phone directory. I also finally receive a homework which i can't simply pour my ideas and creativity to it. Today, i cut my hair. Well, that's all.

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest:

You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.

At Your Lowest:

You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.

In Love:

You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.

How You're Attractive:

You are very affectionate and inspire trust.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Freaky~~~~~~

Almost a week in MD and still no sign of books to distribute to me. But i don't think i'll have any books but one(Big Thick Sociology) from all four subjects. Reason: They use mainly full scape paper for doing works. Plus, there'll be lots and lots of notes===== GOOD FILING SKILLS!!!
*Panicks*. Things i don't do well, sigh.........

Had lots of embarassing moments in class at MD, for eg. During EAS class yesterday, we were asked by the lecturer to roll a note we wrote something in into a ball and throw it anywhere you like. A malay guy obviously accidentally, threw his ball of paper of mark and gets a bull eye----
Right into my face. Embarassing,isn't it? But i for one thinks that it's funny, so it doesn't really bothers me. Plus, i have bad karma with things of round or sphere shape mainly a ball. This sort of stuff kinda happens to me even when i was a kid. I remember once that i was struck on the head by a basketball in PE class in Primary 5. The class was over and some people were picking up balls while i was leaving. And that's when it happened.

I feel that my head has an uncanny ability to attract all things round. I was also hit accidentally before by a volleyball/netball, tennis ball, those plastic with air inside ball used to play dodgeball, paper ball,rubber ball.....etc, you name it. I think even the shutter we used in badminton......or not. Coincidence?

Today, in History class........I fell asleep. Was woke up by the lecturer. Oh man, she warned us on the first lesson that she dislike people sleeping in her class. I'm doomed. I admit it was partially my fault to do my coat of arms for Eng Lit late at night. But still,when you listen to her repeating the same stuff over and over again, you'll fall asleep too, you know. It's like listening to a tape which keep on repeating itself. Tiring really. Not that i'm not interested in History anymore, just that i just wished that the lecturer will only repeat things twice not 5 or 6 times.

Other than bad things, there's good things to share too. I wouldn't be having afternoon class on Both Tuesday and Thursday. EAS lecturer let us get free for his supposed afternoon class and i have PS on Thursday afternoon. Plus, all my classes in the afternoon will end at the latest 2 o clock. I'm starting to like this skool~~~~

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.

You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Yeah right, like people tend to crave for my approval. i think the tests sometimes are a bit wrong~~~~~

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Saturday, March 03, 2007

~~~~College Life~~~~

Well, today i only had two classes that's History and English Literature. Socio is in the afternoon and the teacher cancelled it on Thursday. There's no classroom for EAS as the conference room was used by the teachers and i had PS for the first period. Still, i hasn't been able to get any books yet. Yes, that's great, no heavy load for me. I think there wouldn't be any book for History, buahahaha! EAS too. Now, all that's left is that big book of socio and a tiny story book of Julius Caesar(which looks like a handbook by the way). We'll be doing a coat of arms for eng lit. Was buzzing with ideas and lazyness erased them all. Sigh.

Started history lesson and it's not as easy as i thought. I need about five minutes(or ten) to read one single page. I'm not a slow reader,mind you. And certainly not a fast one too. There's a lot of things just for one page,you know.

Oh right! A funny thing happened in the morning during registration. When i enter my room, i saw 'Hao ren' (that's what his name is pronounced) and thought that they must be conducting some kind of class for the seniors. He saw me and asked what i want but i didn't answer him as i thought that they're having class. But then a few minutes later, i saw some of tutor mates going in and out freely. So, i went in again and this time,'Hao Ren' told me that he's in the same class as i am. He went NS and just came back. A bit embarassed but what the heck, don't think that the Malays in our class really knows what happened,hehe.

Well, other than that, i think MD is lack of toilets. I couldn't find any when the one near my socio,history and EAS classes got crowded. FYI, i hate to crowd up with people, makes it difficult to breathe. Was forced to return to that toilet ten minutes later, sigh.......On my quest for a toilet to pee, i was stop by a Female malay teacher......(getting tired of them la).
Here's what our conversation is:

Teach: Boy, you're hair is too fashionable ah......
Me: Really???!!! Is it fashionable?
Teach: Yes,it is. You have cut it like this(pointing to a guy with an army's haircut,Bleh!)
Me: Ok, i'll cut it tomorrow.

Felt a bit 'cry smile no got'. Funny thing is that my hair looked fashionable, haha, 'suan' ah!Got praise by her indirectly! Bad new is that i need to cut it........*sigh* Finally found a hairstyle that suits me and now i'm forced to cut it.(Plus, i'm not in the army!!!!) Received not a single warning until today, what bad luck. I wonder if i can get out of sight until the holiday or not. Probably not. Oh well~~~~~~~I knew that this day will eventually come......I'll just shorten my hair a bit.........or i'll try to soak it in water in the morning before school and make it less fashionable.......Ok, i doomed.

Your Birth Month is September

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years.
You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian.

Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love

Your gemstone: Sapphire

Your flower: Morning Glory

Your colors: Brown and deep blue

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

Doors

I'm a person who likes to have many choices to choose from. Two or three is just too insecure for me. Don't be shock if i tell you that i have five(more or less) ideal jobs for myself. I might be going to MD for now but i'm also applying for a government school in Kuching. If i can, i'll surely go there. Brunei is just not the place i want to be working. Heck, jobs here in Brunei is rather limited for foreigners like me.(Preferences for locals)

Since i have a lot of relatives in Kuching, expenses is trimmed down to about the same price as the expenses i'll be spending in Brunei. And i can easily get part time in Malaysia too. An experience of a lifetime to learn to be not dependant of my parents. Will really miss them but if i ever let go of this precious chance, will i ever get another? Most unlikely.

The orientation wasn't as bad as i imagine. Just plain boring. There's really nothing good to mention and nothing bad too. Just felt happy that none of those teacher who gives boring speeches are my teachers or else i'll sleep right in their faces.

I have one 'ang mo' teacher teaching English Literature and that classroom is at the back of the library. Small room but the air conditioning's great. He's requiring us to do a coat of arms so he can remember us better. I'm having English 'AS' in the conference room until june because there's no room left for class. Same with Eng Lit. The chair's comfortable but it's so damn stuffy that i almost fainted. Well, falling asleep would be more appropriate.

Both history and sociology teacher are female Malays. Both are ok teachers except that i hate it when the history teacher pop out Malay that i don't understand. She would speak in English and Malay alternately. Not a uncommon sight. I'm starting to adapt to MD life now but i'm still hoping to go Malaysia. And i did not get a single book from any of my subjects today. Makes my day easier. Got three texts form Eng AS and was asked to read it all and discuss it on Sat. Easy work as each text are only one page and i've got two days to read it. Phew, i'm glad i didn't get any work involving writing so soon.

You Were a Whale

You see the unseen and connect on the deepest level.
You help others find their soul's song.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

I'm a whale,i'm a whale, wakk!

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Yours Truly KSS