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Monday, October 23, 2006

Resolving problems and rectifying mistakes

Ah yes, two of my masterpiece have been such a drag, i need to rectify all...Ai...I am sooo ke lian
First, i must apoligize to some of the ppl(only some) who were unintentionally being embarass and critisize in my post entitled 'So...You think You're right???!!! NOT!' Ah yes, if you would like to see what happened plz go to the comment for that post....I'm really tire bout it. BUT let me tell all that it would NOT stop me from writing stuffs about like that again so if you can't take it anymore, plz do not hesitate to not read my blog after this post anymore....Thank You.

Secondly also in another one of my masterpiece entitled 'Last Words'. One advice: Think throughly in a fair way before you act or type. My masterpieces might not be agree by anyone but still it is in fact a masterpiece of entertainment really. Whether it is amusing or not, it really does in fact amuses me. Whether it is evil or not, depends on how ppl think.

Look, i really do not, by any means have the absolute power to judge, yet you don't either. I am now typing in a fair and calm manner... and putting off all the personal issues. Anyway, i am really surprise at how my masterpieces affects ppl, i'm flattered, Thank You All.^_^ Arigato.

------------Lastly, here a piece of crap story, which i made up during boring time. Since it's crap, the rights to close the blog immediately is allowed. Thank You---------

Once upon a time , a little boy met this really cool and special toy car in a toy store. It was love at first sight between the both and the boy happily bought the car. The happy times they share is going to be long and memorable.
The car grew fond of him and is willing to know him better or all, coz the boy once show off the car in front of his friends in a toy car race saying that the car is his only precious. Yes, the car thought so too and was dumb enough to take it all and as a few months passes, the popularity of toy cars of course like any other stuffs cool downs.
The boy of course grew tired of the car and left it under his bed which is full of his useless stuff. Weeks passes and the car tries hard to strenghten the bond between them but the boy doesn't even care. He had used the car's purposes and he no longer need it. Finally, the car realize that fact.
One day, the boy accidentally step on the car and slip. He blames that car and attacked the poor,poor car. The car was later found in the junkyard by a worker who works as a toy car assembly line. He recognised the car immediately and brought it home, giving it a facelift. However, though the worker did a great job, the car was never the same again.....

Buahaha! A really short story. This is another type of post i've been wanting to write, so.... ummm.....try to tell me if this type of post is entertaining or not, huh? Thanks

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Sunday, October 22, 2006

Stress free song....

Here's a lyrics which i edited some of it..... sing it out if you want

Stacie Orrico
(There's Gotta Be) More To Life

I've got it all, but I feel so deprive
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I think I am reading
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than studying,studying all of the damn time to achieve high grades
Cause the more that I'm...
Reading out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than studying more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm in front of the net
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's studying

There's gotta be more to life...
Than studying,studying all of the whole time to get many 'A's
Cause the more that I'm...
Practicising thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than studying more

I'm waiting on something other than this
Why am I feeling like there's something I missed...

There's gotta be more to life...
Than studying,studying all of the long time
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than studying more

Wahaha...I must have lost it.....kek tio.... Anyway, it's something to entertain ppl who's stressed out and i hope this lyrics wouldn't offend Stacie Orrico. Oh yeah, all right for the original are reserved to....blah blah blah

SS Phoenix @ 2:00 PM

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

The original purpose.

The original purpose of this blog is serve as a diary for me for a diary keeping activity with the others who don't blog.(only i did) anyway, seems like i'm the only one dumb enough to do it. Oh well, i don't mind being flown airplane anymore coz i have oredi overcome this negative feeling since early this year.

Well,anyway i've been feeling a little (just a little) pressurized lately with the studying and all but luckily found some website to release it like two of these:
www.bitterwaitress.com ----------> for people who likes gossips (like me)
www.arcadebliss.com ------------> to play entirely free games
or search for mobile wallpaper and stuff....all free
www.freemobilefun.net

Well, these are something to entertain me online and also neopets. Aim to earn 500000 nps, wahaha and is about 80 percent finish. Anyway, found the opening of the Nightmare before Christmas,my most favourite Tim Bunton's production.

195.5hrs to go.....

SS Phoenix @ 2:37 PM

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

Mobile and attempt.....

Now, i got a cheap but quite nice looking 3G mobile phone made in China (which i hope doesn't explode when i'm using it) I'm using some time to 'master' its uses and successfully master almost 95% of its uses. Well, at least it can go online and view all of my friends' blogs.
The phone is white in colour and looks like this...

Anyway, it distracted me from my studies only a little bit....(coz i didn't really study hard) That's why i am going to attempt something i never try before....
Until before the O Level exam,i'll try to study up to 200hrs....Yup, two hundred... ( which by the way, can be achieve if i don't sleep,eat or drink in the next 8 days)

The catch if is i don't achieve it, i'll....erm.... haven't figure that out yet so.... any suggestions? Well, i was thinking of not eating meat for a month which is impossible coz it's natural for me to eat meat first at the table....hmmm
Anyway,there's still 198.5hrs to go....

By the way, i finish Diner Dash 2 oredi....hehe...

SS Phoenix @ 5:06 PM

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

So....You think you're right?! NOT!

Yes, another post to criticize the low life scums, buahahaha!!! (*triumph music*)

Got the inspiration at school today for this post after Biology Practical. I thought why not? No one had ever spoken out their minds about these pathetic beings. Well, i'll be the first one then.

That bunch of ppl(I'm not pointing my fingers to anyone *sarcastic grin*) are nothing but real shitheads, sure.... they may have slightly better than average results (except for the dispicable head who have the lower than average) but doesn't make them in what we consider popular.
Oh... I change my mind, they are popular..... Popular and famous losers,that is. I wonder why would they formed such a laughable group? In my opinion, they are in fact insecure, they are unwilling to show their weaknesses to others. These kinds of wimps are in fact not true friends materials to ppl outside their group. They're likely to try and attract ppl to join them, which classified them as the attention seekers as we all know.

Under their system, the head holds the veto power and decides all the things. Well, they may vote but in some situations, i've seen the votes become useless and any opinion rejected. Heh, the jocks wannabes..... i pity those who blindly follow that what the hell corrupted minds which heads this group of wannabes. But at last, no one can save them except their own willingness.

The fact that the head talks like he knows everything when he doesn't really is annoying. Plus, he's a stupid fake who thought he cover up perfectly when all souls who 'see through' him are actually backstabbing him. Hehe...... this actually amuses me, to see how long he can hold on when he in fact really knows all of these backstabbing activity.
Which reminds me why he talks about buddhism a lot (I'm a buddhist), coz he's too evil at heart and maybe his parents knows it, that's how his parents tries to educate him.

I am not afraid to admit that the all these are the words from my heart. You can hate me or say that i'm evil, but truth is at least i'm true to my feelings and at least i had tolerate that group for a long time by not humiliating them at the very least.

-----After such a serious post, let me recommend a song to relax------
I like this song but you may not......
Welcome to the black parade by My Chemical Romance

SS Phoenix @ 10:00 PM

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Ah!!! Bomb!!!!

The 'Bomb' sold at the Fun Bakery at the Mall is really a great snack for a afternoon tea. Too bad there's too much malay ppl around us... it's really quite rude to eat in front of them during puasa. I almost bought one when i got to the Mall immediately, then realized all the malay ppl around me. I don't even have the courage to buy a drink at the food court.

Anyway, we were shopping for New Years clothes oredi.It's actually too early considering that Chinese New Year starts at around February Next Year but seeing that there'll be no more discount around that period i guess shopping earlier doesn't seem to be a bad idea, doesn't it?

Personally, i would like to buy some clothes from one of those branded chain store or something like ego or bingo.... but considering i don't have any income yet, i'll need to save up by buying from supermarkets. I didn't see any clothes that suit me though, maybe mainly because i had bad experience about it, like the 1st second i look at it, it's gorgeous but the next thing you know, it turns into something ugly. I guess that's the way with ppl, always demanding more and more new stuff.
But anyhow, it's not like i bought anything yet. I was just browsing around.Oh yeah, the men pants selling at Utama Grand is sooo pathetic, i don't know why i even bother to look at them. Digusting's the word. Therefore i'm advising not to buy pants there for guys, that is.
Ok,ok I maybe exaggerating but who knows, i have my own point of view.

I need to start 'K' ing the books tonight coz i totally forgot Tuesday is the day for Bio Practical.
I'm doomed.

SS Phoenix @ 7:56 PM

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Friday, October 13, 2006

Memorable and Important Pictures

Here's a few of the pics when we celebrate at Paw Paw's house. Quite nice dun you think? Everyone is sooo happy that night, i think.... okay,okay, I may have spoil a little bit of it by not being surprise but it's all about the times we share together.

Here's where we all lay down after much fun, we were on auto camera.What a wait!There were a few unsuccessful attempts but this one's the best.

We were fighting not to sit in the middle due to suspicion but guess what happens;>
Anyway, i think i'm a bit exposed. -_-"

The silly photo of the girls, suits them if ya ask me, hohoho! Piggy wasn't taking care of her 'image'

Personally, i like the group photo with the alcohol better, hmmm i wonder what happened to those....

These are a few photos that is memorable but i still have more of it, just want to share it with my fellow bloggers :)
Anyway, there's one thing i must ask, do you ppl really have time to read my post cause i update it soo often?

SS Phoenix @ 4:21 PM

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

Last words....

These are some of the last few words i wanted to say for a long time and before it all ends, i must really say it... (by the way, this is the second post of the day)

----The following content will be full of critisism and bullshit, please do not hesitate to not read it. Thank You.------

I've seen some ppl in class always doing stupid useless, unneeded things which maybe they're trying to attract attention. Low life attention seekers...... don't they know that the more harder you try, the more unpopular they get. I'm not pointing my fingers at anyone but still, it causes unnecessary distractions which is quite annoying.

Deep down, i know they just needed somebody to care for them, to love them but still they used the wrong method. I feel quite pity but yet at the same time disgusted about how they acted. Why wouldn't they see that if they don't have any friends when they are their true self, there must be a certain problems in their attitude that ppl doesn't like.

Please don't go on me like 'what do you know, you have someone to care for you. '
Well, i for one had started to change in my ways a long time ago. I may not be the oh so popular guy or the oh i have so many ppl who wants to be my friends sort of guy but still the least i know that whenever i'm down, my friends will be my strength to go on....

----As you finish this post, you may think that 'hey, this guy is acting like he's know everything,big show-off, well let me tell you this i dunno everything and as far as i'm concerned you don't either and different ppl have different point of view, okay-----

SS Phoenix @ 8:05 PM

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The end is but the beginning

Today is the official end for classes and for everyone bring a different meaning, however although some may not realize it, it is always the beginning of something new.

Flashes of light can be seen at the last few period, each and everyone have mixed feelings.
Anyway, the atmosphere was like we had finished our exams oredi, nothing but relaxation..... ahhhh..... how i wish this kind of atmosphere to be more frequent.

I will have to start working hard or else i wouldn't be able to achieve a goal of 3 to 5 A at the most. My forecast is like 1A, 5B,2C, 1D and 1U.Quite a weird forecast actually but still at least i've got 8'O's which i'm very happy about it. I'm no scholar, i must admit that but still something inside of me kept me from giving up, yet i have no will to maintain it... oh well, as J said when the times come, i'll study.

Anyway, here's a video which i think is really suitable for our graduation ceremony. Tonight by nan quan ma ma

SS Phoenix @ 6:30 PM

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Regret is but an experience

Ah.... heard some good news about my forecast results.One A and 7 credits and also 1 pass and only one fail, but who cares, it's good enough for me and for college. Anyway for most college, 5 credit is going to get me far anyway, who needs Chemistry and Add Maths anyway. I know i don't.
But I'm confidence if i work a little extra hard on Maths D and Accounts, it shouldn't be a prob for at least an A2. I'll really try to show that bitch Chemistry teacher about unfairness, i will be aiming a higher grade than what she gave me (D7). I'll show her that even without her, someone out there is able to get a credit without listening to her bullshit in class, hehehe.

Learned something new to play today, not good at it yet but I know the rules oredi and played one game with Sheeling, she's a very funny and likeable person. But what i like most about her is that she follow her own ideals and well to me never fake about her feelings(though she can be a little too straight at certain times) But still, to me having a friend who's true to herself is what i wanted most, that's why at times i may be picky about friends.

Arrggggh, I have no curry puff for today!!!! The ones at the canteen is sooooo nice! But it's only available at wednesday, but today, arggggh! The smooth and crispy layer and that spicy sauce and the well done potato and meat inside made it a MUST eat pastry on every wednesday. Mmmmm.... I wonder if it would come tomorrow......

10th post and still on the go......

SS Phoenix @ 5:42 PM

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

Genetic or Talent? That is the question.

Second post of the day(coz i'm sooo bored and forgot to post this in my last post)

We were having some booze at Paw Paw's house in which I had a tiger beer. I drank it like it was water, man. I think i'll be an alcoholic.... My face didn't even change color (and if it did, it should turn green)
Ppl who turn green via drinking alcohol are really good at drinking alcohol(sources from my parents and bio teacher) And i'm proud to be one!
Found out that i may have inherit the 'Alcohol' genes from mom or i just have the alcohol drinking 'zai' naturally. My mom's a better drinker than my dad and when she told me that, my dad jokes about how mom drunk him when they were young in one fateful night. Said he's being responsible right now, hahaha. It's really funny!
Only my mom and me have this special skill but i think I would like to see how my 2 yr old bro would do when he grows older,hehe.....

SS Phoenix @ 9:38 PM

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But.... it's so obvious!

I'm a person who doesn't get surprise easily in real life ( which excludes watching horror flick) and let me tell all why.

Yesterday (7th Oct 2006), Me and a few great friends, Jeff, YY,SPY,Paw Paw, Sze fish, Louis and Reb were at Paw Paw's house celebrating the mooncake festival. After a while as i was in the kitchen, i have already confirm my suspicion. They were also celebrating another occasion beside the mooncake festival...... my belated birthday. (23rd Sep)
This is the things that makes the whole 'surprise' not surprising:
1. They were giving me the 'looks' and they seem to say that I really must attend the occasion.
2. When i was helping around the kitchen in Paw Paw's house, i saw a cake box in the open fridge( we were taking some food for steamboat)
3. When Jeffrey came, he was carrying many things including a wrapping paper.
4. Halfway taking photos, Louis gave away by saying ' I thought this is Siang Siang's Birthday?' (ermmm ^_^")

Sorry guys, but it's just that it was really too obvious.... And when i told my younger sis this, she said I should at least fake a suprise look to be polite. WHAT??!! I'm not polite???!!!Well, excuse me if i can't be surprise so easily and i hate fake personality(which i wouldn't act that way)

Anyway, I really want to thank you all guys for putting such an effort just for me. I'm really touched at heart but you guys should know that i can't shed tears easily (sorry). But, guys i really love the presents, it's the best! The Jack Skellington plushie and that jeans really rocks!!!
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My sincerest thanks.

SS Phoenix @ 4:55 PM

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Saturday, October 07, 2006

Out??!!Out!!?? AND HE'S OUT COLD!!!!

Ahhhh... very tired.... think i'll pass out from staying up late to study commerce.. well, it didn't went well but i think i can still score about 60+, i hope, it's a very, very low mark oredi. Well, i have to admit, it was my own fault that i'm so goddamn tired coz i started to study at about 11 30 last night, and end at 2 30....

I'm seeing a weird sign today, seeing a few guys in a bad, bad mood...hmmm, is the mooncake festival cursed???!!! Talk about 'once in a blue moon' huh. Played a few candles yesterday which seems to become a tradition in our family oredi as we play it every year....Quite weird actually, considering you were suppose to light the candles in the latern(which we didn't, by the way)

Also, this blog is getting more exposed everyday which i didn't hope for coz as you see,my blog title is "Private Life", which means to have as less ppl as possible to see my blog.... Well,it's not that i don't like ppl reading my blog, it's just that there's bound to be grammar and vocabulary errors which i am not proud of.

Now, that i'm 'exposed' , maybe i should change the title to Public life? (Of coz, i have no intention to do so...)

SS Phoenix @ 3:19 PM

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Friday, October 06, 2006

Discovering Enlightenment....

Ahhhhhhh, I think i'm soo lazy that even my butt hurts when i'm sitting. Tomolo,I'll be having a commerce 2nd trial test paper 1(thought not accounted for our report cards) and I'm still here blogging, anywayI seriously wishes to get an A for commerce without any effort but who am i kidding. But I'm sooo seriously gonna do what i have to do, to eliminate all distraction and stay focus.

I'm also beggining to feel sorry for how i used to treat Mr Chew coz since he started to teach us, i've been bad mouthing him about how old he is, blah blah blah. Anyway, i think he gave me an 8 out of 10 for my assessment mark. WHAT!!!! I didn't even do one single work he has given. Man,i'm feeling really guilty now......

Just bought two Dvds and one cd yesterday and finished the two dvds: The break up and the Lake house, I like the Lake House better coz there's almost one drop of tear in my eyes which is rare but was really 'gan dong' by the movie....
Also went to the Mall yesterday afternoon and watched the Ghost Game with Jeff, YY and Reb. I really didn't want to watch the movie (coz i heard it wasn't nice) and after much persuasion by them, i still didn't want to watch it and as they were about to enter the Cineplex, I change my mind coz SOMEBODY (Jeff) said something about him being out for the last time as he needs to start studying and he didn't fly aeroplane this time (which is rare as everyone knows it). Oh yeah, we're flown aeroplane by Paw Paw this time ('jian' cat)
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I think my mom is gonna let me buy a 3G handphone but it's soo cheap that it seems like a toy. $99 dollars plus a line for one, huh???!!! Sooo cheap!!!!! But the brand is B mobile and i think it is of coz made in China but what i'm afraid most is that it might explode.....

SS Phoenix @ 10:50 PM

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Engulf in the flames of motivation

Well, i'm rewriting this again cause there was a power shortage just now(phew)

I'm feeling great and is satisfied with the current results i'm getting except for add maths which i fail. Well... at least the results we're had oredi gotten.
Regarding the post title: Yes! I'm pep up with energy and motivation to do better in the exam after having a look at my dear friend Big Boobs's (ET for short) results and she reali, reali done a great work this time.
I must admit i'm happy for her but at the same time a little jealous of her. We may compete our results with each other but we're still a kind of special friend. Deep down i know that we actually rely on each other than competing. We're like pillars of support to each other.

I think me and ET are really good friends cause we don't let the differences in sexes to become a boundary for us as i think guys and gals can really become pure friends. So, i'm informing to whoever is lucky enough to discover my secret blog that me and ET are just really friends.

And now i'm addicted to the opening theme of The Law of Ueki, it's really nice!
'Falco' by Hitomi Shimatani.
Hey, i'm feeling empty now that 2nd trial is over and i'm bored. I was even thinking about writing an article entitled ' Why US will become the reason for its own demise' just for fun but then i may get arrested, oh well no hard feelings eh.(for those who i offended)

SS Phoenix @ 2:18 PM

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Monday, October 02, 2006

Better than before

Well, my 2nd trial results i received today are better than 1st trial but i still flunked add maths, but still what hurts me most was my bio a 38/80 which i expect to be at least 50.....

Oh yeah, i found out that if the food we eat doesn't exceed 1200 calories per day, we can actually slim down, hoho. Talk about hard, even the rice have calories so I think i really need to burn the calories liao...
Got Diner Dash 2 from Chef Carrot Soup (CCS for short) and I thinkit's damaged or something coz it'll shut down by itself. Anyway, it's quite a nice game, provided that if you're bored.

Lastly, can anyone tell me that is the sentence "You're a jack of all trade, but a master of none" a compliment or not coz i compliment Yes Yes gurl (YY for short) and she shed some tears???!!! Weird actually.....

SS Phoenix @ 2:24 PM

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

Yesterday Night

Well, as the title states yesterday night was a eventful day. Me and 6 others went to see Rob-b hood, a movie that Jacky Chan produced and acted. It was better than i anticipated(which i didn't) and the baby was really cute. Anyway is that baby a 'mixed'???
After that, had no transport home so have to go on YY's car and her mom treat us to a Dim Sum buffet at Dynasty. It was tasty but i was very full oredi when we got there from the Mall ( I had three burgers) but i force myself anyway. And i got home at about 2 am (yes, in the morning) and took a bath.

Okay, i admit that i didn't shower since well, the whole day after coming back from Chemistry Exam but at least i don't smell....

Current addiction is Law of Ueki and an internet game called Etherena Beta...

SS Phoenix @ 5:10 PM

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Yours Truly KSS